I love you so much that it scares me
Because I know I have no choice
But suddenly, it’s okay, I feel free
and safe, at the sound of your voice
I fell for you when we met
and I fell when we met again
But when you kiss me
and you kiss my spine
I fall again every time
"You will fall in love with someone who’s cold and always seemingly pushing you away. When all is said and done, they will be forever known as the one person you couldn’t get to love you. Unfortunately, it will hurt and sting worse than the good ones, the ones that chopped up your meat for you and picked out an eyelash from your eye and were nice to your mother, because love often feels like a game we need to win. And when we lose, when we realize we couldn’t get what we ultimately desired from a person, it makes us feel like a failure and erases all the memories of those who loved us in the past."
I wish I didn’t care so much
and feel everything 200 percent
But then how could I live and love
I am gifted but nobody said it would be easy
Hints of summer and being unable to sleep with all the covers
Hints of summer always make me sad
But we don’t always have to live in the world within our heads
we all just need to panic and cry for a minute before we pick ourselves off the floor.
I was a star that died. And then I became a black hole and I let you love me.
I let you know me intimately.
You loved me even when I was broken,
And then one day you didn’t.
There was a point when we collided in the night sky.
But now, I don’t see how or why
I didn’t know sooner, that you would give up and give in
to the voice in your head
that told you to get up and go away and ahead
But I will love like I’ve never been unloved
When it feels like everyone just forgot about your hopes and dreams.
Oh, baby, don’t die please.
Live them. Show them. Don’t let their broken hearts steal yours. The moon never kept the sun from shining too.
Still can’t sleep tonight, unless you cry. Baby, don’t die please.
No one’s gonna save you and no one’s gonna know. You will fall and you may not get up. No matter how rough.
I know it’s hard and it feels like all your hard work isn’t worth it now. But it is and beautiful people come from this. I promise.
Years from now, it won’t matter. It won’t matter.
But you have to save yourself.
Don’t die please.
I could get up and move and cut off my hair and change my clothes, but my mind will still follow and my heart will still linger as it does here.
Happiness is a direction not a place.
Happiness is a mindset not a situation.
The hardest thing about looking up to people is having the strength to disagree with them, when your heart tells you to. It’s saying no to them and standing up to them.
It’s surpassing them.
It’s realizing they’re not leaders.
It’s getting up and moving on.