I really hate myself.
Summer makes me see myself.
It’s when school isn’t on my case that I never know what to do with myself anymore..
Where’s my drive?
I’ve lost so many followers…
I’m gonna cry T__T
jk.
I haven’t been here in ages, it’s all good.
Singing
here I come.
I know I’ve got my life in check when I don’t have enough words to describe its ecstasy.
Confidence
I’ve got it now.
In regards to ballet
I’m getting stronger.
Dancing, writing, and SINGING
no one can stop me, only me.
I’m done falling to people’s demands and compromising my own.
Especially my parents’
they are my parents,
but they are also my PARENTS.
they never wanted me to compromise my passions.
despite what they say, i know this much.
i miss writing.
i realize i’ve a lot to share.
Funny how easily it is that one can be born into this world and instantly assume that everything is the way that it should be even if it’s fucked up.
Reflecting upon my life between February 2, 2012 and now.
Thank you, Jacob.
You are forward and probably more honest than I seem to be.
I love that.
I’m shy and sensitive.
And then all of a sudden I have the most powerful anger I’ve ever seen.
I need you.
Thank you.
Another thing-
Half the time I can never find the words for my heart.
Months ago, I wrote about why I hardly wrote any longer-
and I said it was because I was tired of writing about all of my feelings and was losing the energy to act upon them….Thanks Florence Nightingale? Anyway.
It’s because I’d rather be out here doing such things, rather than writing about them and accomplishing what feels like a lot, but what is virtually nothing if not entirely nothing at all..
It helps to write, because it helps me figure things out.
But I’ve accomplished more within myself in the past 4 or 5 months than I ever have.
And now I’m writing again.
Does that mean I’m happy now or that I’m sad again?
Good luck meeting a happy writer.
Anonymous asked: are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?
noo ):